Half Past Five.

Friday, September 29, 2006 @ 9/29/2006:

Nobody knows who I really am,I've never felt this empty before.And if I ever need someone to come along,Who's gonna comfort me and keep me strong?

We are all rowing the boat of fateThe waves keep on coming and we can't escapeBut if we ever get lost on our wayThe waves will guide you through another day

so come on, tell me.

Thursday, September 28, 2006 @ 9/28/2006:

Results aint that good after all.
it's been a roller coaster man
Got an A for maths paper 1 and an E for paper 2.what a big contrast right.
Econs still quite ok.
Got an O for chem again.
Gp as usual ... always hanging around the passing mark.

It's unusual.I studied hard for chem and maths.Yet i did so badly.I din really bother bout my econs yet it's much better than those i studied.perhaps the grade u get is inversely proportionate to the effort you put in.Nah thats crap.

This is surely one of the toughest moments of my life so far.
It's pretty shitty man.

Yes,i feel so down now.
Perhaps it will get better after my afternoon nap.

NO PAIN NO GAIN!

so come on, tell me.

Tuesday, September 26, 2006 @ 9/26/2006:

i'm actually indulging in things i ain't suppose to.I don't know why.perhaps it's that day of the month.getting a little a emo today.

Things took a sudden twist today.I actually got an low A for my maths paper 1.But i wasn't very happy at all.How to be happy when the rest are affected by their results?My class did badly and out tutor was very disappointed. cos there were so many potential A's in our class.

No matter what,i'm certain there is still time,enough time to change everything.10 years of education .. why waste them right?

I know this period of time is fucking hard to pass.
You know, i always believe that you will do well
Remember the promise we made at the start of the year?
I ain't going to get good grades without you.
I hope u are ready to make the final dash with me.
So .. please don't short change yourself.

so come on, tell me.

Wednesday, September 20, 2006 @ 9/20/2006:

haha.lol.hehe

prelims's over.kind of relieved man.I'm going to enjoy for these few days.
No books.totally zero mugging
Take a well deserved break my friends.

so come on, tell me.

Tuesday, September 19, 2006 @ 9/19/2006:

i have this feeling that my maths paper 2 is gone for good.
I'm praying for miracles to happen.

so come on, tell me.

Thursday, September 14, 2006 @ 9/14/2006:

prelims is making me feel so fucked up.I think i'm going to fail my chem.Or maybe just a mere pass? i really don't know. I just know that i don't feel good after both papers.
From the amount i studied,i don't think i deserve a fail or a mere pass.Perhaps miracles will happen which i doubt so.

I am definetly feeling the pressure. I'm afraid i'm just not going to make it at the end of the year.

so come on, tell me.

Wednesday, September 13, 2006 @ 9/13/2006:

Econs wasn't very tough today.Manageable i think.But it seems that everybody did the same qns and i'm the odd one doing question 1, 5 and6.

I'm so tired after 3 days of exams.

One more week sial

so come on, tell me.

Tuesday, September 12, 2006 @ 9/12/2006:

Chem paper 3 was shit man.It's not that tough but i'm just not good at it.I think i'm going to do real bad this time round.GP ... as usual la.It has never been easy.

Just had my maths paper in the morning.I think i ain't going to get a A again.The paper was relatively easy.I'm just so unlucky.I never bother to study 3-D trigo and it really came out. 6 marks somemore.My whole question on transformation is gone too.Is there such thing called error carried forward for maths? If yes i won't die so badly i guess.

Having econs paper 3 tmr.I pray it won't be that hard

Jia you guys

One more week.

so come on, tell me.

Sunday, September 10, 2006 @ 9/10/2006:

it is not that i never study at all.There are moments where i feel so saturated with information. But i just think i won't make this time round..

Yup, i'm very stress.Stress to the extent that i feel like giving up at times.But i know i cant do that.

Yes, prelims is tomorrow.
It is going to be tough ...

My target before Sept hols for prelims

Maths B
Econs B
Chem ???

We shall see how it goes ....

so come on, tell me.

9/10/2006:

I'm getting so sick of all these shit.
i cant wait for prelims to end ... AND A levels too.

so come on, tell me.

Saturday, September 09, 2006 @ 9/09/2006:

Is it possible to finish studying for prelims at all?
Holy shit, i think i've no time to touch everything man.
Fuck it man, life as a JC student is horrible.
NO life at all.

Prelims in 3 days time.
am i even ready for it?
Perhaps perhaps perhaps.

so come on, tell me.